As I indicated before, there were powerful forces at work when I was a boy that shaped my wants and needs as a man. I stayed with a neighbor lady, Jean, after school. I know now that she was an exhibitionist, but at the time I just thought that I was the luckiest kid around. She was constantly treating me to cock-hardening views down her blouse and up her skirt. I was a horny kid and masturbated furiously and frequently thinking of her and others who I had glimpses and fantasies of.
