It was my cousin’s 15th birthday (he’s two weeks younger than me, so I’d just had my birthday). There wasn’t anything planned, like a party or anything, but I wanted to wish him a happy birthday and buy him a cheeseburger or something, so I took the bus over to his house. Unfortunately (no, actually it should be “fortunately”), he wasn’t home. He’d gone to the Municipal Pool to swim. My aunt suggested I go to the Pool and join him, but I hadn’t brought my swim trunks. She said “No problem.” I could use a pair of my uncle’s […]
(Editor’s Note: We often tend to overlook the physical harm that the practice of self-abuse causes. Although we are no longer concerned that masturbation leads to vision loss, hair growth, or dermatological abnormalities, we forget that habitual and excessive indulgence often causes penile abrasions and other motion stress injuries. The health-care professional should always be on the look out for the physical effects of masturbatory addiction and be prepared to apply appropriate treatment. – Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) The maddening itch grew worse each day, and Peter was finally driven to seek relief. He had put it off […]
Introduction to the Series, by Dr. Margaret Wilson ================================================================ SOCIALLY RESPONSIBLE NOTICE: The following is one chapter in the series “The Peter Files”, a work of fiction intended solely for the enjoyment of adults. Each chapter involves frank and explicit descriptions of male masturbation in a context of sexual submission to women. The complete series involves varying elements of humiliation and exposure, bondage, spanking, breast worship, female nurse/doctors, and threat of castration (but no serious violence or unpleasantness). If you are a minor, or if stories such as described here and below would be illegal in your location, […]
Lucy was seated beside me on the couch as she studied, wearing a blue denim work shirt and cutoffs. We had been seeing each other casually for a few weekends, on “study dates”, as I helped her with freshman calculus. I had always been numbingly shy around girls, but Lucy was two years my junior, with an easy, friendly manner that made me feel comfortable. I still could not muster the nerve to make a non-platonic move, but lately we had been joking a lot about sex, as we both began to feel the potential growing in the friendship. I […]
When Peter turned fourteen, his aunt announced her intention to send him to summer camp. This prospect was far from pleasing to the naturally shy and introverted youth: he dreaded the rude, forced contact with other boys of his age. He disliked their rough physical games (at which he was always the loser) and their boisterous society (from which he always felt excluded). He much preferred to keep his own company and pursue his own interests, which lately centered on his secret habit of masturbation. Since recently discovering the rapturous mystery, he was interested in little else. He looked forward […]
(Editor Note: We often tend to overlook the physical harm that the practice of self-abuse causes. Although we are no longer concerned that masturbation leads to vision loss, hair growth, or dermatological abnormalities, we forget that habitual and excessive indulgence often causes penile abrasions and other motion stress injuries. The health-care professional should always be on the look out for the physical effects of masturbatory addiction and be prepared to apply appropriate treatment. Dr.Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) The maddening itch grew worse each day, and Peter was finally driven to seek relief. He had put it off for as […]
(Editor’s Note: Peter has sought help for his masturbation dependency on several occasions, but with little permanent benefit. This chapter describes an incident while he was in a treatment program that emphasized social aversion conditioning. We are fully supportive of this treatment protocol, which intentionally places the masturbator in social situations where his habit is exposed to others and its humiliating nature may be recognized. — Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) It was Saturday afternoon, and Peter was very excited. Tonight was the night of the annual “toga party”, a wild, anything-goes bash held secretly by the in-crowd […]
(Editor’s Note: The male’s primal fear of castration is well known in the psychology literature. However, in our work with habitual masturbators we frequently find a counter emotional affect: an actual fascination with the prospect of castration by the hands of a woman, that can be compared only to the attraction of a moth to the flame. At the Institute we are investigating this phenomenon under controlled condition by placing randomly selected males under realistic threat of castration by our nurses and monitoring their sexual response. We find that sexual arousal occurs in a surprisingly high percentage of the habitual […]
(Editor’s Note: Masturbation is often called “the private vice”, but the compulsive masturbator frequently practices his habit in circumstances that can only invite discovery. The reactions of accidental witnesses may lead either to reinforcement of this dubious behavior or to serious legal complications for the masturbator. The his account below Peter demonstrates this strong connection between exhibitionism/voyeurism and masturbatory addiction. — Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist.) The setting is the sea coast of Northern California. I have gone to a “clothing optional” beach, where nudity is permitted, and men and women are exposing their all to […]
== Chapter One == It seemed nobody in our family liked my Aunt Liz. I never understood why. She would show up at family functions and people would whisper. I once heard mom say “Sis always got the best of everything, even boobs.” Mom was right, Aunt Liz was the only woman in the family with a bosom, and a mighty one at that. It was almost a right of passage for the teenage boys to have to dance with her. If they were tall, they walked away with […]
As I got older, I began to feel naughtier and naughtier. There’s just no other way to explain it. I began taking bolder and bolder chances and actually wanted to get caught in women’s underwear. This idea electrified me and began to occupy my every waking thought. The idea of a woman walking in on me, Seeing me aroused in her panties, on the verge of cumming in her silky soft panties right in front of her filled my fantasies day and night. I began to befriend an older neighbor woman in the building. I had known her for years […]
Why do they commonly and generally refer to the singular of panty in the plural, as in panties? That always struck me as odd. Yet, now that I am so accustomed to writing panties instead of panty, when I write panty, it just does not sound correct. I end up changing it back to panties. This story is about the only fetish that I think that I have and that being, panties. I do not think that I have another fetish. Well, now that I think of it, I am definitely a tit man. I love tits, big tits, medium […]
