Terri sighed. Here was another Friday night, and the fifteen-year-old was stuck baby-sitting her brother again! By all rights she should be out with Bobby Flynn right now! Specifically, she should be in the back seat of his beat-up old car, with her legs up in the air while the twenty-year-old college student used up three packs of condoms giving her the pounding she craved! She had grown so used to Bobby bitching about using the condoms, that she considered it just a part of foreplay. Despite all his begging to go bareback just once, he was scared shitless at […]
Caroline greeted me at the back door after I’d knocked twice. After my outing with the three women my night of appreciation, I didn’t know what to expect. She seemed happy to see me as she pushed the door open for me to enter. Caroline must have been in the shower, her hair looked damp and I could see that she’d just started to apply some make-up. She wore a vividly sheer black top; it was a small jacket of sorts. With a single tie just below and between her breasts. From the join between her breasts (that just screamed […]
I had never really thought of my friend Pat as ‘posh’, but his mother certainly was. Her voice had the beautiful lilt of the refined southern Irish. Her manners were impeccable. She looked the part too with short, very dark, well cut hair, a slim but shapely figure, elegant clothes and a regal bearing. You felt you had to be on your best behavior in her presence. At fifteen I fancied her desperately despite her being an ‘older woman’ of around forty. When she opened the door to me that morning however, she looked just a little flustered. “Hello,” she […]
(Editor Note: We often tend to overlook the physical harm that the practice of self-abuse causes. Although we are no longer concerned that masturbation leads to vision loss, hair growth, or dermatological abnormalities, we forget that habitual and excessive indulgence often causes penile abrasions and other motion stress injuries. The health-care professional should always be on the look out for the physical effects of masturbatory addiction and be prepared to apply appropriate treatment. Dr.Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) The maddening itch grew worse each day, and Peter was finally driven to seek relief. He had put it off for as […]
It was shortly after my 11th birthday when I made the biggest, most important discovery of my life. You guessed it. I discovered the joys of sex, or at least the joys of masturbation, which was as close to sex as I had gotten. It all started one day when I was given the job of cleaning out the garage. My parents had gone shopping, and had promised to give me $10 to go to the movies if I had the garage spotless by the time I got home. I was moving some boxes that had been stored in the […]
(Editor’s Note: Masturbation is often called “the private vice”, but the compulsive masturbator frequently practices his habit in circumstances that can only invite discovery. The reactions of accidental witnesses may lead either to reinforcement of this dubious behavior or to serious legal complications for the masturbator. The his account below Peter demonstrates this strong connection between exhibitionism/voyeurism and masturbatory addiction. — Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist.) The setting is the sea coast of Northern California. I have gone to a “clothing optional” beach, where nudity is permitted, and men and women are exposing their all to […]
It was my cousin’s 15th birthday (he’s two weeks younger than me, so I’d just had my birthday). There wasn’t anything planned, like a party or anything, but I wanted to wish him a happy birthday and buy him a cheeseburger or something, so I took the bus over to his house. Unfortunately (no, actually it should be “fortunately”), he wasn’t home. He’d gone to the Municipal Pool to swim. My aunt suggested I go to the Pool and join him, but I hadn’t brought my swim trunks. She said “No problem.” I could use a pair of my uncle’s […]
(Editor’s Note: The male’s primal fear of castration is well known in the psychology literature. However, in our work with habitual masturbators we frequently find a counter emotional affect: an actual fascination with the prospect of castration by the hands of a woman, that can be compared only to the attraction of a moth to the flame. At the Institute we are investigating this phenomenon under controlled condition by placing randomly selected males under realistic threat of castration by our nurses and monitoring their sexual response. We find that sexual arousal occurs in a surprisingly high percentage of the habitual […]
(Editor’s Note: Peter has sought help for his masturbation dependency on several occasions, but with little permanent benefit. This chapter describes an incident while he was in a treatment program that emphasized social aversion conditioning. We are fully supportive of this treatment protocol, which intentionally places the masturbator in social situations where his habit is exposed to others and its humiliating nature may be recognized. — Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) It was Saturday afternoon, and Peter was very excited. Tonight was the night of the annual “toga party”, a wild, anything-goes bash held secretly by the in-crowd […]
It was getting dark outside and George was becoming excited. From the second floor of his house, he looked outside his window and noticed a car pull up into the driveway next door. When the doors opened, out popped five of the hottest girls he had ever seen. They were heading inside to see their girlfriend “Amy”, who lived next door to George. Amy was very HOT and now 21 years old. She was home for the summer (from college) and George had been fantasizing about her for the past 10 years. Amy was always nice to George since they […]
When Peter turned fourteen, his aunt announced her intention to send him to summer camp. This prospect was far from pleasing to the naturally shy and introverted youth: he dreaded the rude, forced contact with other boys of his age. He disliked their rough physical games (at which he was always the loser) and their boisterous society (from which he always felt excluded). He much preferred to keep his own company and pursue his own interests, which lately centered on his secret habit of masturbation. Since recently discovering the rapturous mystery, he was interested in little else. He looked forward […]
Paul looked at the clock once again; 4:25, almost time. He was waiting in the office of his English teacher, Ms. Barnes. He had missed her class again this morning, and had failed to turn in his paper on time. She had called his dorm room and instructed him to be at her office at 4:30pm, or else face an F for the class. Paul couldn’t afford an F, not in his first college semester. His parents would be furious. Paul’s Aunt Sarah had helped him enroll, and had told him that Ms. Barnes was an easy teacher. Boy, if […]
