I was about fifteen. I was invited to a party to accompany a sweet young girl I had my eyes on. She wasn’t all that interested in me as it turns out, but I was obviously good enough to be asked to take her. Anyway, all the people there were her friends and relations and I was the odd one out. She wondered off almost as we arrived, to talk with her friends, and left me sitting with a drink, in the corner of the sitting room. I scanned the room and soon worked out who was going […]
The Robinson’s were a typical family. John Robinson, 48 years old — the father was a well known lawyer. He was a busy individual. He usually was at his office all day working. Kate 44 years old – the mother – was his secretary before he married her. After the marriage they decided that it would be better for her to stay at home to raise their son Paul, who was now 14 years old. His relationship with his mother was a normal mother – son relationship. They both loved each other very much. Kate despite her age was still […]
Paul looked at the clock once again; 4:25, almost time. He was waiting in the office of his English teacher, Ms. Barnes. He had missed her class again this morning, and had failed to turn in his paper on time. She had called his dorm room and instructed him to be at her office at 4:30pm, or else face an F for the class. Paul couldn’t afford an F, not in his first college semester. His parents would be furious. Paul’s Aunt Sarah had helped him enroll, and had told him that Ms. Barnes was an easy teacher. Boy, if […]
Paul continued to wait for Ms. Barnes, his college English instructor. She had instructed him to be at her office at 4:30 to discuss his progress, or rather, lack of, in her class. He knew she was angry with him; at least he had been on time for the appointment. He now sat on a couch in her outer office, the only other person in the room being Ms. Barnes’ secretary, Cindy. Paul had seen Cindy around the campus before; he assumed she must be a student also. Cindy had said very little to him since his arrival, but she […]
It was shortly after my 11th birthday when I made the biggest, most important discovery of my life. You guessed it. I discovered the joys of sex, or at least the joys of masturbation, which was as close to sex as I had gotten. It all started one day when I was given the job of cleaning out the garage. My parents had gone shopping, and had promised to give me $10 to go to the movies if I had the garage spotless by the time I got home. I was moving some boxes that had been stored in the […]
It was getting dark outside and George was becoming excited. From the second floor of his house, he looked outside his window and noticed a car pull up into the driveway next door. When the doors opened, out popped five of the hottest girls he had ever seen. They were heading inside to see their girlfriend “Amy”, who lived next door to George. Amy was very HOT and now 21 years old. She was home for the summer (from college) and George had been fantasizing about her for the past 10 years. Amy was always nice to George since they […]
It was my cousin’s 15th birthday (he’s two weeks younger than me, so I’d just had my birthday). There wasn’t anything planned, like a party or anything, but I wanted to wish him a happy birthday and buy him a cheeseburger or something, so I took the bus over to his house. Unfortunately (no, actually it should be “fortunately”), he wasn’t home. He’d gone to the Municipal Pool to swim. My aunt suggested I go to the Pool and join him, but I hadn’t brought my swim trunks. She said “No problem.” I could use a pair of my uncle’s […]
(Editor’s Note: We often tend to overlook the physical harm that the practice of self-abuse causes. Although we are no longer concerned that masturbation leads to vision loss, hair growth, or dermatological abnormalities, we forget that habitual and excessive indulgence often causes penile abrasions and other motion stress injuries. The health-care professional should always be on the look out for the physical effects of masturbatory addiction and be prepared to apply appropriate treatment. – Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) The maddening itch grew worse each day, and Peter was finally driven to seek relief. He had put it off […]
When Peter turned fourteen, his aunt announced her intention to send him to summer camp. This prospect was far from pleasing to the naturally shy and introverted youth: he dreaded the rude, forced contact with other boys of his age. He disliked their rough physical games (at which he was always the loser) and their boisterous society (from which he always felt excluded). He much preferred to keep his own company and pursue his own interests, which lately centered on his secret habit of masturbation. Since recently discovering the rapturous mystery, he was interested in little else. He looked forward […]
(Editor Note: We often tend to overlook the physical harm that the practice of self-abuse causes. Although we are no longer concerned that masturbation leads to vision loss, hair growth, or dermatological abnormalities, we forget that habitual and excessive indulgence often causes penile abrasions and other motion stress injuries. The health-care professional should always be on the look out for the physical effects of masturbatory addiction and be prepared to apply appropriate treatment. Dr.Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) The maddening itch grew worse each day, and Peter was finally driven to seek relief. He had put it off for as […]
(Editor’s Note: Peter has sought help for his masturbation dependency on several occasions, but with little permanent benefit. This chapter describes an incident while he was in a treatment program that emphasized social aversion conditioning. We are fully supportive of this treatment protocol, which intentionally places the masturbator in social situations where his habit is exposed to others and its humiliating nature may be recognized. — Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) It was Saturday afternoon, and Peter was very excited. Tonight was the night of the annual “toga party”, a wild, anything-goes bash held secretly by the in-crowd […]
(Editor’s Note: The male’s primal fear of castration is well known in the psychology literature. However, in our work with habitual masturbators we frequently find a counter emotional affect: an actual fascination with the prospect of castration by the hands of a woman, that can be compared only to the attraction of a moth to the flame. At the Institute we are investigating this phenomenon under controlled condition by placing randomly selected males under realistic threat of castration by our nurses and monitoring their sexual response. We find that sexual arousal occurs in a surprisingly high percentage of the habitual […]