The year of 1950 will always be remembered by me as the year I discovered Directoire Knickers. Up until then, I had only used my sister’s school knickers, a style called gym knickers, made of a delightful silky material called Rayon. My discovery of Directoire Knickers came about quite by accident. I was staying for a few days with Mum’s younger sister, my Aunt Hetty. My sister, Brenda, stayed at home. In the lounge one day, I was sprawled on the floor doing my homework, the GCE exams were coming up and I wanted to get good results. Aunt Hetty […]
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When I was in college, there was a girl in my classes named Janet, She was an ash blonde with large, bold breasts, full, voluptuous hips, and a free and easy manner which just radiated sexiness. She was so pretty and popular that I could hardly dare to talk to her; she starred in many of my fantasies and unknowingly received many of my solitary libations of sperm. But one day Janet approached me herself with a remarkable proposition! At that time I was studying to be a photographer, and my skills and interest in the subject were well known. […]
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——– One summer early in Peter’s teen years, his mother sent him to stay with his Aunt Emily, who ran a boarding house for young men in the north of England. Peter was quite excited, both at the novelty of the trip and at the prospect of being more “on his own” for the summer. He had only recently discovered the boyish pleasures of masturbation, and he was looking forward to having opportunity to explore them out of the supervision of his parents. Little did he know that his mother’s suspicion of his secret activities was the prime motivation for […]
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====================================== (Editor’s Note: Secondary sexual dysfunction is a frequent consequence of excessive masturbation, and premature ejaculation is one of the most common clinical manifestations. Two complimentary processes are at work: frequent masturbation lowers the ejaculatory threshold and accustoms the sexual organs to non-coital emissions, thereby setting the stage for praecox ejaculation; and the moral degradation of masturbation leads to lowered self esteem and increased anxiety with women, resulting in almost unbearable tension when presented with coital opportunity. The result is a loss of normal ejaculatory control, and a habitual masturbator is often unable to accomplish sexual intercourse even with a […]
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In which Nurse Collins recruits Peter for a demonstration of patient care procedures. Editor’s Note: Every practicing nurse is well aware of the involuntary sexual arousal experienced by many male patients receiving enemas. The symbolically submissive posture of the enema recipient, the forced exposure of private parts of his body, the sense of personal invasion, and (most importantly) the intimate pressure of the warm enema fluid on his sensitive prostate gland often produce a sexual response in the male. Although the response is harmless and entirely involuntary, and usually goes away as soon as enema delivery is completed, many men […]
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– In which Peter explores the connections between masturbation and spanking. (Editor’s Note: The explicit sense of shame that afflicts most habitual masturbators causes them to seek out (sometimes unconsciously) opportunities for punishment and correction. Often this results in a poorly inarticulated desire to be spanked, especially by a sexually attractive woman to emphasize the humiliation of the experience. The recent growth of commercial “spanking salons”, which provide the masturbator with convenient and affordable adult spanking services, may be largely driven by this phenomenon.) When Peter first saw the ad, a small display in the back pages of […]
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==================================== In which Peter gives a generously-bosomed friend a hand with the milking, and the favor is returned. Editor’s Note: Partialism, the fixation of sexual attraction on secondary sexual characteristics, is commonly associated with masturbatory addiction. The habitual masturbator, accustomed by long practice to manual gratification, loses his capacity to perform normal coitus and may find the primary female genitalia intimidating (see Peter File #05). He transfers his sexual attention to other parts of the female body, most often the bosoms, usually responding strongly to women with generous endowments. The logic of this choice is clear: After her vulva, the […]
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Peter finds the diary of his great-grandfather and learns how masturbators were treated 100 years ago. (Editor’s Note: The role of heredity in the development of masturbatory addiction has received insufficient study; whether nature or nurture is predominant is still an open question. At the Institute for Correction of Sexual Misbehavior, we hold that, while genetic factors may predispose a man to masturbation dependency, expression of the trait is not inevitable. The development of unwholesome habits depends ultimately on deficits in the personal character and self discipline of the masturbator, and may be avoided by appropriate early corrective intervention. In […]
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(Editor’s Note: Masturbation is often called “the private vice”, but the compulsive masturbator frequently practices his habit in circumstances that can only invite discovery. The reactions of accidental witnesses may lead either to reinforcement of this dubious behavior or to serious legal complications for the masturbator. The his account below Peter demonstrates this strong connection between exhibitionism/voyeurism and masturbatory addiction. — Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist.) The setting is the sea coast of Northern California. I have gone to a “clothing optional” beach, where nudity is permitted, and men and women are exposing their all to […]
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(Editor’s Note: The male’s primal fear of castration is well known in the psychology literature. However, in our work with habitual masturbators we frequently find a counter emotional affect: an actual fascination with the prospect of castration by the hands of a woman, that can be compared only to the attraction of a moth to the flame. At the Institute we are investigating this phenomenon under controlled condition by placing randomly selected males under realistic threat of castration by our nurses and monitoring their sexual response. We find that sexual arousal occurs in a surprisingly high percentage of the habitual […]
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(Editor’s Note: Peter has sought help for his masturbation dependency on several occasions, but with little permanent benefit. This chapter describes an incident while he was in a treatment program that emphasized social aversion conditioning. We are fully supportive of this treatment protocol, which intentionally places the masturbator in social situations where his habit is exposed to others and its humiliating nature may be recognized. — Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) It was Saturday afternoon, and Peter was very excited. Tonight was the night of the annual “toga party”, a wild, anything-goes bash held secretly by the in-crowd […]
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(Editor Note: We often tend to overlook the physical harm that the practice of self-abuse causes. Although we are no longer concerned that masturbation leads to vision loss, hair growth, or dermatological abnormalities, we forget that habitual and excessive indulgence often causes penile abrasions and other motion stress injuries. The health-care professional should always be on the look out for the physical effects of masturbatory addiction and be prepared to apply appropriate treatment. Dr.Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) The maddening itch grew worse each day, and Peter was finally driven to seek relief. He had put it off for as […]
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When Peter turned fourteen, his aunt announced her intention to send him to summer camp. This prospect was far from pleasing to the naturally shy and introverted youth: he dreaded the rude, forced contact with other boys of his age. He disliked their rough physical games (at which he was always the loser) and their boisterous society (from which he always felt excluded). He much preferred to keep his own company and pursue his own interests, which lately centered on his secret habit of masturbation. Since recently discovering the rapturous mystery, he was interested in little else. He looked forward […]
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Lucy was seated beside me on the couch as she studied, wearing a blue denim work shirt and cutoffs. We had been seeing each other casually for a few weekends, on “study dates”, as I helped her with freshman calculus. I had always been numbingly shy around girls, but Lucy was two years my junior, with an easy, friendly manner that made me feel comfortable. I still could not muster the nerve to make a non-platonic move, but lately we had been joking a lot about sex, as we both began to feel the potential growing in the friendship. I […]
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Introduction to the Series, by Dr. Margaret Wilson ================================================================ SOCIALLY RESPONSIBLE NOTICE: The following is one chapter in the series “The Peter Files”, a work of fiction intended solely for the enjoyment of adults. Each chapter involves frank and explicit descriptions of male masturbation in a context of sexual submission to women. The complete series involves varying elements of humiliation and exposure, bondage, spanking, breast worship, female nurse/doctors, and threat of castration (but no serious violence or unpleasantness). If you are a minor, or if stories such as described here and below would be illegal in your location, […]
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(Editor’s Note: We often tend to overlook the physical harm that the practice of self-abuse causes. Although we are no longer concerned that masturbation leads to vision loss, hair growth, or dermatological abnormalities, we forget that habitual and excessive indulgence often causes penile abrasions and other motion stress injuries. The health-care professional should always be on the look out for the physical effects of masturbatory addiction and be prepared to apply appropriate treatment. – Dr. Margaret Wilson, Registered Genital Therapist) The maddening itch grew worse each day, and Peter was finally driven to seek relief. He had put it off […]
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It was my cousin’s 15th birthday (he’s two weeks younger than me, so I’d just had my birthday). There wasn’t anything planned, like a party or anything, but I wanted to wish him a happy birthday and buy him a cheeseburger or something, so I took the bus over to his house. Unfortunately (no, actually it should be “fortunately”), he wasn’t home. He’d gone to the Municipal Pool to swim. My aunt suggested I go to the Pool and join him, but I hadn’t brought my swim trunks. She said “No problem.” I could use a pair of my uncle’s […]
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It was getting dark outside and George was becoming excited. From the second floor of his house, he looked outside his window and noticed a car pull up into the driveway next door. When the doors opened, out popped five of the hottest girls he had ever seen. They were heading inside to see their girlfriend “Amy”, who lived next door to George. Amy was very HOT and now 21 years old. She was home for the summer (from college) and George had been fantasizing about her for the past 10 years. Amy was always nice to George since they […]
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It was shortly after my 11th birthday when I made the biggest, most important discovery of my life. You guessed it. I discovered the joys of sex, or at least the joys of masturbation, which was as close to sex as I had gotten. It all started one day when I was given the job of cleaning out the garage. My parents had gone shopping, and had promised to give me $10 to go to the movies if I had the garage spotless by the time I got home. I was moving some boxes that had been stored in the […]
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Paul continued to wait for Ms. Barnes, his college English instructor. She had instructed him to be at her office at 4:30 to discuss his progress, or rather, lack of, in her class. He knew she was angry with him; at least he had been on time for the appointment. He now sat on a couch in her outer office, the only other person in the room being Ms. Barnes’ secretary, Cindy. Paul had seen Cindy around the campus before; he assumed she must be a student also. Cindy had said very little to him since his arrival, but she […]
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Paul looked at the clock once again; 4:25, almost time. He was waiting in the office of his English teacher, Ms. Barnes. He had missed her class again this morning, and had failed to turn in his paper on time. She had called his dorm room and instructed him to be at her office at 4:30pm, or else face an F for the class. Paul couldn’t afford an F, not in his first college semester. His parents would be furious. Paul’s Aunt Sarah had helped him enroll, and had told him that Ms. Barnes was an easy teacher. Boy, if […]
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The Robinson’s were a typical family. John Robinson, 48 years old — the father was a well known lawyer. He was a busy individual. He usually was at his office all day working. Kate 44 years old – the mother – was his secretary before he married her. After the marriage they decided that it would be better for her to stay at home to raise their son Paul, who was now 14 years old. His relationship with his mother was a normal mother – son relationship. They both loved each other very much. Kate despite her age was still […]
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This is not a long story, mainly because the events here happened so fast. It pre-dates Pat Swapping by some time before Pat got into sex with others, but only just. This happened on a wet Sunday evening, fairly early at around 5pm. There was nothing on TV and nothing much else that needed doing. Dave, our neighbour, knocked on the door both he and Chris where in a similar state of boredom – Sundays can be so mind numbing. Anyway, he asked us around for a few drinks at 6 and said he had borrowed an interesting video from […]
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By Dennis It was last summer and I was going to have a party at my house for all the folks who work in my office that I deal with daily. We are all computer professionals of some sort and there are only about 20 of us. I gave out the invitations and had a response of about 16 people coming over. One of the attendees was going to be the new procurement specialist we just hired. She was young (about 26), petite and very cute; small with just enough curves to be attractive. Being somewhat older than her (40), […]
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I was about fifteen. I was invited to a party to accompany a sweet young girl I had my eyes on. She wasn’t all that interested in me as it turns out, but I was obviously good enough to be asked to take her. Anyway, all the people there were her friends and relations and I was the odd one out. She wondered off almost as we arrived, to talk with her friends, and left me sitting with a drink, in the corner of the sitting room. I scanned the room and soon worked out who was going […]
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I LOVE the stories that have been submitted recently about women’s underwear, exhibitionism, and voyeurism. I had several experiences as a young teen that turned me onto girls’ underwear for life, and still to this day I enjoy the occasional wank with a nice silky pair of panties, a slip, or pantyhose. The summer I was 14 I delivered newspapers in my neighborhood. I had about 30 customers, and it would generally take me an hour to pedal my bike up and down local streets in the late afternoon to make my deliveries. My favorite days were Friday, “collection day.” […]
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Chapter 1 Cammy moved as quickly and as quietly as he could along the upstairs hall making his way to the closed door at the end. When he got there he pushed it open with a slight creek of the hinges and then slipped soundlessly into his cousin Giselle’s room closing the door with a soft ‘click’ of the latch. The room was femininely appointed, definitely decorated to suit a teenage girl’s tastes, but Cammy barely noticed as the 15-year-old made directly for the long low dresser against the wall. This was the most daring thing he had done to […]
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I started wearing panties when I was only three or four years old. I accidentally peed my pants and my Mom got angry. She made me undress and then step into a pair of my sister’s yellow rhumba briefs. I had to wear them for the rest of the day. Dad came home and made a big deal out of his little sissy with the lacy panties. Little did they know that they set me on a life-long habit. When I was maybe 17, I swiped a pair of Mom’s nylon briefs and jacked off into them. As I was […]
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Hello. I have been visiting your website for close to 5 years now. I can’t believe that I am not the only one that enjoys the feeling of lingerie, panties and stockings again your skin. Especially when I wear them myself. Who needs Viagra with sexy lingerie around. Anyway, I wanted to submit my story of how I got addicted to the wonderful world of lingerie. As most stories in this website start out, I was quite young. I was at my neighbor’s house as usual. His parents were working and we pretty much had the house to our selves. […]
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When I was about 12 years old, I started babysitting for a neighbor lady. She had three children. Since two of her children were 8 and 9, they usually went over to their friends house most of the day. That left me with the baby, who slept most of the time. Consequently, there was always a lot of free time while I was there. This woman was an attractive lady — not beautiful, but pretty in a ‘mom’ sort of way. When you looked at her, you could tell that she had a few children. She wasn’t fat, but she […]
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This story is of my most shameful, darkest secret, of how I have seduced my only son and become his lover. Although the attraction between us is mutual, it was my inability to control my own lust that has brought us together. I know it is shameful and wrong, but I don’t know how I could ever stop sleeping with my son now. It all started when I arrived home a little earlier than usual one day, after closing a sale at the real estate office where I work. After letting myself in and kicking off my high heels, I […]
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Lisa strode down the hall to her English class, happy that the school day was almost over. At 16, she was a junior at Maple Valley High School and about the only thing that was on her mind at the moment was getting the hell out of school for the day. As she reached into her locker to get her English book, her folder containing all of the past night’s handout assignments fell from her arms and scattered on the floor near her locker. ‘Shit,’ Lisa thought, knowing that she would be late for class now because of the accident, […]
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I’ve had a panty fetish since I was 14. My first girlfriend always enjoyed wearing bikini’s which were mostly white and the material was shiny (silky, nylon, satin) which drove me insane. Whenever we fooled around, she always kept her panties on so I could rub my hands all over her panty ass as we were having sex. The thrill of touching her silky panties was like a feeling I never had experienced before and definitely didn’t want to lose. However, all good things come to an end and we parted ways a few years later. For the next 15 […]
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My first exposure to “panty fun” was when I was 14, I am now 26. It was with my mothers younger sister (Auntie Linda). I was asked if I wanted to stay with her while my parents were out of town. It was summer so I was out of school and really had nothing better to do. I had always noticed her around my parents house at different occasions and she usually made an effort to talk with us(her niece and nephews). I think it was her way of staying hip and up with the times. I even knew […]
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by PantyLover I walk into a lingerie shop to buy several pairs of women’s sexy silky panties. When I enter the store, I see it is only the clerk and myself. As I browse the racks of beautiful panties, the clerk approached, asking if I needed any help. I told her I wanted to buy some panties for my girlfriend. She asked what size and style. I told her size 7 and silky nylon hipsters would be fine. Then the bottom dropped out! She sneered at me and said … “Are you sure these panties are for your girlfriend?”. I […]
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I was at my friend Linda’s house. Linda was a year older than me but we were very good friends for many years. Linda and I were going to go swimming that evening, but first she had to baby-sit a couple of neighborhood kids for a couple of hours. Instead of going home, we decided I should just wait at Linda’s house. Her Mom was at work and I could watch TV for a while. When Linda left I waited for 15 minutes to make sure the coast was clear. Deciding it was safe; I headed to her bedroom and […]
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This is another story of my law school years. I hope you like it. My first job out of law school involved writing briefs for an attorney to argue in the state Supreme Court. It was great work – he’d give me a file, tell me when I had to have the legal arguments completed, and I could set my own hours as long as it was ready by the due date. As a result, I spent my time in the law library and at home doing research. No, I didn’t have a fancy office with lots of law books […]
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This is a story that is part fantasy and part reality. During my last year in law school I moved into an apartment building that featured several apartments per complex and one one-bedroom apartment in the basement. The one-bedroom apartment is what I had and the building’s laundry room took the place of my living room or front room. It worked out quite nicely as I had my laundry service just a few feet from my front door, but didn’t have to worry about the noise of the washer and dryer because the building was new and fairly well insulated. […]
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By Nicky London My wife, Jilly, confided in me, early in our relationship, that she became aroused when other men tried to look up her skirt or down her blouse. Men in her office would stare at her legs whenever she was seated in front of them. And sometimes when she wore a blouse in the summer with a bare midriff, they would stare at her bare skin, hoping to see her nice breasts. She did not wear a bra on hot days, and her 38 inch breasts would be bursting at the constraints of her little attempt to […]
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My name is Anthony Markson-Smyth, yes it is a double barrelled name and yes I am from a wealthy and influential family in England. I am 17 years old and grew up on the family estate. I have short black hair and light blue eyes. And am tall and athletic and enjoy many sports from rugby to fencing. I have a small confession to make. I am addicted to panties. Over the last year i have gotten aroused by girl’s panties and have been sniffing and stealing them whenever I get the chance. I love the different styles from thongs […]
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I have been using female internists for several years, partially for the “thrill of it” and also because I find them in general to be superior to male internists. While I wear panties 24/7, I have always chosen for Dr. appointments to wear a pair that could be considered unisex. My present internist (past 3 years) always begins appointments with a fully clad interview then leaves the room while she has me strip nude for physicals and issues only a small paper sheet to lay over my midsection. For this reason I have stopped making a safe panty choice for […]
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This particular used clothing and merchandise store is located near my job in a sort of run down and seedy part of town. There are many fine Black & Spanish girls in this neighborhood and there is also a hooker stroll, where young prostitutes strut their stuff, dressed in skimpy revealing outfits; sometimes all they wear are their underpanties and bras. As you can see I’m often drawn to this kinky neighborhood where casual, open masturbation at the right time and place, with the right girl, is somewhat accepted and usually encouraged. Guys jerk off in their cars near the […]
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Why do they commonly and generally refer to the singular of panty in the plural, as in panties? That always struck me as odd. Yet, now that I am so accustomed to writing panties instead of panty, when I write panty, it just does not sound correct. I end up changing it back to panties. This story is about the only fetish that I think that I have and that being, panties. I do not think that I have another fetish. Well, now that I think of it, I am definitely a tit man. I love tits, big tits, medium […]
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As I got older, I began to feel naughtier and naughtier. There’s just no other way to explain it. I began taking bolder and bolder chances and actually wanted to get caught in women’s underwear. This idea electrified me and began to occupy my every waking thought. The idea of a woman walking in on me, Seeing me aroused in her panties, on the verge of cumming in her silky soft panties right in front of her filled my fantasies day and night. I began to befriend an older neighbor woman in the building. I had known her for years […]
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== Chapter One == It seemed nobody in our family liked my Aunt Liz. I never understood why. She would show up at family functions and people would whisper. I once heard mom say “Sis always got the best of everything, even boobs.” Mom was right, Aunt Liz was the only woman in the family with a bosom, and a mighty one at that. It was almost a right of passage for the teenage boys to have to dance with her. If they were tall, they walked away with […]
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My ex-mother-in-law was an Italian woman, about 50 years old, who had gained a slight amount of weight in her later years, but had an incredible set of breasts that she seemed to like to show off on many occasions. She would come to many of our cook-outs wearing a sundress, with no bra under it, and lean over in front of me to talk to her grandchildren, allowing me to plainly see her huge breasts literally swinging and swaying under the hanging sundress. She and her husband moved into a new house one summer, and I offered to paint […]
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I was hired for this company as middle management. A short time after I was hired, the company decided to change their computer system to a new one. The problem was that the changeover had to be done by hand, since the systems didn’t read each other. The company cleared a whole floor of their offices and put in computer terminals and hired temporary secretaries to do the transfer. A total of 50 were hired and we got down to business. The week after we started, one of the secretary’s car broke down and she would be without a ride […]
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A spoiled 10-year-old brat of a boy regrets causing trouble in an hotel when he gets an early introduction to strict bondage and humiliation from women who won’t tolerate his tantrums. (FFb, ped, nc, mast, bd) *** Bartholemew lay on his stomach, watching daytime TV in a plush, second-floor hotel room. The volume was way louder than necessary, but the 10-year-old didn’t care. Bored, he popped another chocolate in his mouth with one hand while he idly flipped channels with the remote in the other. He wondered where Mrs Baxter had got to. He also wondered about that big house […]
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It had been five weeks since Anna had come to work for us. Highly recommended by the agency we were more than a little disappointed with her performance. She displayed a lethargic and apathetic attitude towards her duties around the house and seem to live for her days off. Betty and I had talked with her several times, both together and by ourselves in an attempt to improve her work. All to no avail. Finally, I called the agency and told them that Anna was just not working out and that we were going to have to let her go. […]
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We moved right after school was out. My father had been transferred to another city in early June, and it was decided that we would move as soon as possible. Our new house was in the suburbs of a large western city and there was a lot to do. After nearly a week of unpacking and straightening, it was time for me to mow the lawn and trim the overgrown hedges. The hedges separated our yard from our neighbors. I had no idea who lived there. I had never seen anyone. The house was quiet and dark most of the […]
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